I'm

I’m pushing a mute piano up the stairs

Why, I don’t know, but nobody cares

I’m numb to its weight crushing my being

Trapped and alone with no option of fleeing

I’m lost in a field without a hope

My hands slipping from the guiding rope

I’m deep in the battle completely unarmed

With life as my enemy not easily charmed

I’m trying to sing but I’m way out of key

My heart useless and spent like an amputee

I’m screaming for help but nobody hears

Choosing to be blind when it comes to my tears

I’m a body of matter that’s lost its soul

A shell discarded by life with a gaping hole

I’m hearing louder the noise in my head

It makes more sense now my soul is dead

I’m alone in the fight and learn the sooner I see

That nobody but me is going to help me